Lonely, oh so lonely

It's one of those nights where I sit by my bed, feeling empty while watching the world go by. Tonight, I wonder what the past 5 months has moulded me into. What kind of person am I today as compared to before I stepped foot on Melbourne to begin a new chapter of my life? Do my friends miss me? Do they still care about me? Will things be the same when I return?

Tonight is one of those nights where I blast sad and moody songs to add onto my heavy mood. I don't know why, but somehow, I enjoy doing that when I'm feeling like this. Sometimes, I wish there would be fullness to fill up the emptiness within me. Tonight, I just feel like having a glass of wine by my balcony, with a cigarette, raking in the deafening silence of the night.

Good night, and good luck.